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Footprints in the Sand

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints,
so I said to the Lord,

“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
there has only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?”

The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of footprints,
my child, is when I carried you.”
-Mary Stevenson, 1936

Footprints, Also Known As "I Had a Dream"

One night I dreamed a dream.
I was walking along the beach with my Lord.
Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
one belonging to me and one to my Lord.
When the last scene of my life shot before me
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
There was only one set of footprints.
I realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life.
This always bothered me
and I questioned the Lord about my dilemma.

"Lord, You told me when I decided to follow You,
You would walk and talk with me all the way.
But I'm aware that during the most troublesome times of my life
there is only one set of footprints.
I just don't understand why,
when I need You most,
You leave me."

He whispered, "My precious child,
I love you and will never leave you,
never, ever, during your trials and testings.
When you saw only one set of footprints,
It was then that I carried you."
-Margaret Fishback Powers, 1964


I Know Who Holds Tomorrow
(words and music by Ira Stanphill)

I don't know about tomorrow,
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from it's sunshine,
For it's skies may turn to gray.
I don't worry o'er the future,
For I know what Jesus said,
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what is ahead.

Refrain
Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.

Ev'ry step is getting brighter,
As the golden stairs I climb;
Ev'ry burden's getting lighter;
Ev'ry cloud is silver lined.
There the sun is always shining,
There no tear will dim the eyes,
At the ending of the rainbow,
Where the mountains touch the sky.

Refrain
Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.

I don't know about tomorrow,
It may bring me poverty;
But the One Who feeds the sparrow
,Is the One Who stands by me.
And the path that be my portion,
May be through the flame or flood,
But His presence goes before me,
And I'm covered with His blood.

Refrain
Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.

WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
swimming in God's love!!

wc :: 10:56 PM

PRAISE GOD!!!!!! kelly's 'long-lost brother', kenny entered our family in Christ today!!!!!!!! ohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh all of us were/are soooooooooooooooo supersupersupersuper happy!!!!!!!!!!! kenny's the new addition to the now F6! hahah i hope to God he doesn't get led astray by the other F5!! hahaha all the same, yay three cheers for God!! svc today was GREAT as usual!! yeahhhhhh life is good WITH GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh i just realised brudder has the same blogskin as me!! now we're REALLY brudders in every way!! hahaha!

“God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.”- 2 Corinthians 5:21
prayer meet reminded us to be righteous before God. the name Jehovah M' Kaddesh came to mind as i saw the need to call Him by His name to ask for sanctification and purification of heart and soul so that our heart's motives and all that we say and do can be made righteous in the eyes of God:)

i was also reminded that my God is THE God who created heaven and earth, and that He's my LAO DA, my BIG BOSS!!!!!! hahahah yay so i can boast freely of the great God almighty who's my backing and have no fear of anything nor anybody AT ALL!!!! yay:))))))))))))))))))))))

wc :: 10:18 PM

i shall let this verse speak for itself:

“My salvation and my honor depend on God ; he is my mighty rock, my refuge.”- Psalm 62:7

wc :: 8:47 PM

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! i had a SUPERSUPER FUNNNNNNN day!!! first thing in the morning i met up with my darling cuzzie!!!!!! the time we spent together today was way more than eventful!! here was what we did/ran into(!!so exciting!!):

1)breakfast at macs! we were chatting happily till this old man walked into macs to a couple eating at the table behind ours. he appeared to want to grab their food and the guy brushed his hand away. the old man tried a second time and got brushed off again. the third time he reached over he simply grabbed the poor guy's hashbrown and marched out proudly after some gesturing and mumbling which i presume to not have any pleasantries after his mighty act hahah. yeahh but it was a rather crazy thing to do, and watch too. i mean, it's kinda scary if it happens to you but it's really quite funny if happens to someone else hahah. oops!

2)walked around bugis street/village and it was seriously annoying since the shops weren't open even at 12pm!! when we asked a shopkeeper she said it'd be well about 2pm before all the shops would be open. like wow. lazy people! hmmph! so we walked around AGAIN and saw some super nice bags and this really pretty pair of shoes but we ended up buying NONE of them HAHAH. the place got so boring we went back to bugis junction where cuzzie bought a pretty blouse and i wanted somuchsomuch to buy this beautiful blue dress but it didn't fit too well at the hips since i have a big butt...haiiiiiiiiiiiyaaaaaaaaaaa...and it was the ONE AND ONLY piece the shop ordered. it was way too exquisite, rare and delicate a piece, at the same time making a powerful statement of red-carpet glamour, gorgeous and dazzling in all its resplendent beauty. haiiiiiiyaaaa. okay it's okay it's okay. its just a dress isn't it? yeah it's just pieces of blue cloth put together with thread...BUT IT'S CRAZY NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

3)cuzzie and i walked back to bugis street again hahah and finally, being terribly horribly bored and disgusted with our lousy skin, we decided to go for a PEDICURE!!!! hahah yay! it wasn't that good though, for what we paid. they scrubbed our soles with this funny thing and we both laughed like madwomen cus it was just too tickly for us HAHAH, and the other customers stared at us. no stranger to that though! after all that scrubbing and filing which my poor toes were eternally glad was over(the pair of flats i wore totally killed my feet, blisters popped out everywhere!), we got to choose the nail colour!! hahah we chose this super bling-bling glitter!! after waiting for our bling-bling glitter to dry i put on my shoes and went on with my day and donutmioawchickennutbeef less than three hours later when i removed my shoes the bling-bling glitter was half gone from my toes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr soannoyingsoannoyingsoannoying how dare they make me pay so much for such lousy service!!!!!!!!! chickennutbeefchickennutbeefchickennutbeeffffffffffffffffff. okay fine i shall TRY not to let it affect me.

4) HIGHLIGHT OF OUR CUZZIES OUTING!! as we left the pedicure place to go BACK to bugis junction we were stopped by this tiny lady with a green speck of hair on her head hahah, and she asked if we'd "like a free haircut because their clients didn't turn up and they had to make the number so they're giving it out for free". cuzzie and i were pretty skeptical initially but decided to check it out since the little lady was so tiny we were absolutely confident of *ahem* handling her should anything quite out of the ordinary happen so we followed her and ended up at TONI&GUY HAIRDRESSING can you believe it can you believe it!!!!!!!!! like TONI&GUY HAIRDRESSING that's crazy!!!! hahah well turned out their 'clients' were supposed to be models for the exchange students for hairstyling from taiwan here on higher skills training! so cool! right so it worked this way: the taiwanese hairstylists will give you a consultation on what they think suits your face and they'll bring this up to the singaporean teacher who claims that each time someone goes to him for a haircut it's a clean $200 job(believable though, considering it's TONI&GUY HAIRDRESSING ohmygosh!!). yeap so anyway she, being the typical taiwanese into cutesy and super havoc hairstyles suggested this 'fantastic' idea that would prolly leave me looking like the shinigami in 'death note' and thank God the teacher said it was a terrible suggestion, yeah that, and going on to say " so ugly! her hair is already ugly enough! go and rebond until like that! so thin! no dong4 gan3(whatever that is)...no (something) no (something else) you think very nice is it?! it sucks!! it's so ugly!!" ouch. finally came across someone with the same blunt candor as i. even more so. he's virtually simon cowell the second man. ouch. all the same i had the haircut - not vastly different from the present one save for the shockingly unsuitable cleopatra fringe-straight-cut bangs and 3cm of hair snipped off. the back was decent i have to say. but the fringe ohmygosh the fringe. i don't wanna talk about it. the hairstylist's meticulousity impressed me greatly nevertheless - not so much as one single strand of loose hair out of line was allowed. yeah they were THAT strict. and seriously TONI&GUY ain't got a name fer nothin'! before cutting they had to consult, then design, then DRAW out the design using a marker on the mirror(heaven knows how they do it and how they understand those funny lines and dots on a circle) and make continual reference to their brilliant doodles! now THAT is some REAL PROFFESSIONALISM!!!!!! wowed over!!!! but after that the simon cowell the second came over to have a look and he was like, " i'm trying to make you look more presentable and pretty, the sides ah(he meant the sides of the hair)...haiya see also not happy" yeah fine. not like HIS hair was anywhere near nice, in fact it looks only barely human in my opinion, and i'm already being very kind!! hahah then he went back to fussing over girl whom he thought was "so pretty!! see your hair i make until so nice!! now you even more pretty!!" okay i can't stand typing any more of such 'english'.
anyway cuzzie didn't have too good a haircut either, she thinks it's too round and looks like a helmet. indeed when she was done that annoying man came over and said, "next time you ride motorbike no need to wear helmet already". like wow thanks ah. hmm but don't be sad cuzzie!!! you look better than that 'pretty girl', and most certainly better than that man! and i still love you all the same! with or without helmet!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH okokok i reallyreally love you!! serious!
OHOHOH we met pan lingling and xu zhenrong at bugis junction!!!!! i noticed from far this outstanding, eye-catching, extremely well-dressed man(didn't notice the lady hahah)and when i got up close cuzzie and i gasped a little then turned to each other with that look of surprise!! haha they were really well-dressed in their clean and crisp jackets and blouse and accessories too, not forgetting the super heavy make-up which made them look really good though! hahah celebrities indeed. but i'd much rather look like the average human(well maybe some may think i'm worse but i don't care God's creations are all beautiful!) and know that in the eyes of my Creator, i'm a beautiful piece of work of His hand; than to look gorgeous and all in the eyes of the world but not know the heart of my Creator, my Saviour, my Shepherd, my Father:))))))))))))))

hmm after our hair disasters we parted ways and i headed for mind cafe at raffles place. to be honest i dislike that place. immensely. intensely. profoundly. beyond words. i really don't like it there. i shan't rant about those reasons lest some mind cafe fan or worse still, employer or employee chances upon this and decides to sue me but bottom-line: i do not like that place. well but still i went.
mengxiang and i went to change slippers cus the size didn't fit my extraordinarily HUGE feet! hahah while searching for the shop i couldn't take the torture of keeping my poor feet stuffed in those evil flats so i took them off and walked around the fourth level of heeren barefooted hahahah. that invited some stares but again, i'm not stranger to them! hahahahah yay got a pretty pair in the end!! thank you mex!!

YAYYYYYYYY yimin, yici and i have decided on the date and venue for our next FOODYADVENTURE!!!!!!!! wooohoooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! yayyyyyyy love you two like crazy!!!!! and yimin, you just gotta remind me about PORKY alright!!! haahahhahah can't wait!!

yayyyy and of course, my eventful and happy day(S) couldn't EVER be possible without my loving Father in heaven!! thank You Abba!!!! thank You for loving me soooooooo incredibly much!! i love You God!!!!!!<333!!!!!!!!!

wc :: 9:19 PM

i just found out xyy converted last saturday at easter service ohmygoshohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh i'm such a failure to have known so only now...HAIYA. okay i shall go reflect on my mistakes. but YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY another brother in the family!!!!!!!! thank You God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! looooooooove You!!!!!!!!!!!!

just had a second packet of chocolate vitasoy. i feel super unhealthy. hmmph. but it's nice all the same!

made a HUGE mistake of "trimming" my fringe. it looks chopped off.

wc :: 10:16 PM

hmmph missed my target by half an hour! i woke at 1230 instead of 1pm! hmm at least i had a decent rest!!

yayyy i'm going out with my darling cuzzie tomorrow before jts!!! so exciting!!!!!!! ohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh i can hardly wait!! tomorrow's gonna be crazy fun!! plusplusplus i talked to mich just now and we have a jolly fun and cool plan for this friday!! yayyyy thank You God for all these blessings!!

chocolate vitasoy rocks!!!!!!!!!!!

wc :: 9:11 PM

OHMYGOSHYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BLOCKS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aahhhh......i feel like i can breathe now...and SLEEP, yes SLEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!!!!
ate myself to explosion just now, what with the chocolate BARS(not pieces) and random crap and the official meals HAHAHAH. i'm so full i can burst now.
and don't even talk about physics. it's an evil evil word.
OH and i bruised my leg badly from the ride on 852 with seok just now. PAINNNNNNNNN!! stupid bus seat. hmmph.

anyway I LOVE PASTOR SHIRLEY!!!!!!! she's so cuper cute!!!!!! hahahha and pastor jeff too! ohmygosh hope rocks!!

yayyyy hibernation now!! prolly won't be up till 1pm tomorrow! COOL!
OHYA junior class gave me a birthday card!!! everyone wrote in it and this SMART kid wrote twice even! hahah but yayyy it's awfully sweet of them and special thanks to yeeching, cus i think she was the one who thought of it!! thank you dear!! i love you alotalot!! and OH there was this chinese couplet written the old chinese style-in vertical rows from the right. i was like WHOA. but the strokes are so cool! hahah so full of style and character man!! hohohohoho shall go find out what it means..

OHOH!! i received a BOX of cards and letters from my cg!! yayy thank yall lovelies!! you know, i was reading them on my train ride home and laughing and grinning to myself!! quite a number of people in the same cabin stared at me and well i guess i was only second to mas selamat in attracting attention on local public transport ha! but doesn't bother me!! i love this family of God!!

13Now the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that ye may abound in hope, through the power of the Holy Ghost. [romans 15:13]

AMEN!:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

wc :: 4:22 PM

HAHAHAHA i had my FOURTH birthday cake today!! had cg at kel's house today and it rocked man!!
it was games at first, a rather dirty one since you'll get a plate of flour smashed in your face for every question you answer wrongly, which i did but wisely evaded the flour attacks UNTIL SICKENING ANNOYING ROTI PRATA YIYUAN smashed a mountain of flour in my face when i had announced at least thrice that i had to remain clean since i had to pick my mom up from the airport. TANKS man. and i was wearing my contacts. made my eyes crazy pain and my lenses still had tiny particles of flour after repeated rubbing and rinsing.
ggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
and we're called to "love thy brother".
hahhahahah okay then there was the blind mice game from which i should have guessed would be their birthday surprise. seok actually made valerie catch me can! i felt so betrayed!! hahah but after i became the blind mice(mouse) and kicked at random stuff to catch the next blind mouse everyone directed me to seok and ta-daa there was seok with a cake the minute the blindfold went off! whoa. wowed over. then followed a session of affirmation which was WHOA. i don't know..so..uh...haiya it was just incredibly superbly sweet! shan't go into the details but yay THANK YALL HCCG, THOSE WORDS TRULY SPOKE VOLUMES TO THE HEART! *sobs from being too touched* hahaha and THANK YALL FOR GIVING ME SUCH AN UNFORGETTABLE *ahem, yiyuan* BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION *ahem, flour*!! yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i think i should have my birthdays set on 19th and 21st march in future!! what 20th march man! HAHAHHA. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
ohohoh then i played this SUPREMELY RETARDED GAME with val, it was more than retarded!!!!!!! hahahah but it was crazy fun and we're having a SHOWDOWN tomorrow woohoooooo!!!!!!!!!

yayyyyyyyyy i'm HUNGRY!! again!! food!!!!!!!
OH and i MUST start studying for physics. haiyaaaaa........

anyway i think God wants me to have a spirit of thanksgiving, something He's been trying to tell me for the past three or so days. okayyy i shall step on it then!!!!!! psalm 136!!


here's a good teaching! somehow it coincides with pastor shirley's sermons! but then again coincidences are but God's way of remaining anonymous!:

Call Him by His Name

The Bible refers to God by many different names, and each one reveals a special aspect of His character or the relationship He desires to have with us. The names reveal His omnipotence, His favor, and His immeasurable love for us. They demonstrate the fact that God is everything to us; Our God, our Healer, our Provider, our Peacemaker, our Conqueror, and so much more. The names accentuate the fact that when we need Him, or when we want to express our love, adoration and worship towards Him, we can simply “call Him by His name” and He will respond or be right there. Listed below are several names we can use to call on or worship God:

Ø Elohim – The God of strength and power – emphasizes God’s omnipotence, power, sovereignty and ability to do whatsoever He wills. The Bibles says “Power belongth unto Elohim” (Psalms 62:11), “who by His strength setteth fast the mountains; being girded with power” (Psalms 65:6). “Our God is the in the heavens: He has done whatsoever he hath pleased” (Psalms 115:3), “for with God nothing shall be impossible” (Luke 1:37).

Ø Jehovah – The Lord and eternal God – emphasizes God’s eternal self-existence (having neither beginning of days nor end of life), as well as His moral attributes such as holiness, righteousness, love, mercy, grace, and justice. God told Moses, “I AM that I AM” (Exodus 3:14) meaning that He is the God who has always been, and who will always be. He is the eternal God.

Ø El Shaddai – The strong and almighty God – emphasizes God’s abundant sufficiency regardless of how hopeless the circumstances seem; and the capability to make us exceedingly fruitful. The Bible says that God “will supply all our needs in accordance with His riches in glory” (Philippians 4:19). He also states that we can “do all things in Christ Jesus who strengthens us” (Philippians 4:13).

Ø Adonai – The sovereign Lord – emphasizes God as the divine, legal Owner and Master of all things to include all human beings. He is our creator, preserver, and redeemer. 1 Cor 6:19, 20 states “For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God’s.”

Ø Jehovah Jireh – The Lord will provide – emphasizes the fact that God has supplied all our needs. The bible states that “according as His divine power hath given us all things pertaining to life and godliness” (2 Peter 1:3). David realized this point. He stated “the Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want” (Psalms 23:1). God is our provider.

Ø Jehovah Repheka / Rophe – The Lord is a Healer – All healing comes from God, whether physical, emotional, mental or spiritual. God said in Exodus 15:26 “For I am the Lord that healeth thee.”

Each of the names of God represent a special part of who He is, and the uniqueness of His character. By understanding God and His character, and how He expresses His love through His names, we can deepen our fellowship with Him, discover our purpose in life, find security and peace in His presence, receive healing, and defeat Satan’s influences in our lives. In your time of prayer, praise and worship, or times of need “Call God by His name.” He will hear and respond to you.


Ø Jehovah Nissi – The Lord is our Banner – A banner is an emblem, such as a flag, by which an army or nation is known or identified. In the days of old, after conquest, an army planted its flag or banner over the land conquered as “a sign of conquest.” Moses used this name in Exodus 17:15-16 to declare that God would always conquer the enemies of His people.

Ø Jehovah M’Kaddesh – The Lord that Sanctifies – To sanctify means to set apart or separate for God’s specific purpose(s). God tells us to “Sanctify yourselves therefore, and be holy; for I am the Lord Your God” (Leviticus 20:7-8) meaning that we must submit and obey His Will so that He, through the blood of Jesus, can cleanse us from our sins, make us holy and set us apart for His holy purposes. Once we are sanctified, we can accomplish what God has called us to do.

Ø Jehovah Shalom – The Lord is our Peace – This is the peace we find in Psalms 91, in the secret place. In this place confidence comes from knowing that our battles are not our own but the Lord’s. It is the assurance that “all the promises of God in Him (Jesus) are yea, and in Him Amen” (2 Corinthians 1:20); and “no weapon formed against us shall prosper” (Isaiah 54:17). In the secret place God provides us His Shalom “the peace that surpasses all understanding.” Gideon recognized God as Jehovah Shalom in Judges Chapters 6 and 7. He had no reason to fear or worry because God assured him of divine protection and victory.

Ø Jehovah Shamah – The Lord is There (Here) – God said in Ezekiel 48:35 that the name of New Jerusalem would be “Jehovah Shamah” meaning that He would be there dwelling among them. It also means that God is here with us now. His Holy Spirit lives insides of every born again Christian. If we allow, He walks and talks with us leading and guiding us in every situation. God’s Word says that He is our “refuge and strength, He is our very present Help in times of trouble” (Psalms 46:1). He will never leave us nor forsake us (Hebrews 13:5).

Ø Jehovah Tsebaoth – The Lord of Hosts (God of Battles) – Our God is a mighty Warrior who has never lost a battle! He leads us in spiritual war against Satan and his angels. He has equipped us with truth, righteousness, His Word, faith, salvation and the Holy Spirit. And He tells us exactly how to stand against the strategies of the enemy. He counsels us on how to fight and how to win our victories. With Him we cannot lose! God said in Isaiah 31:5 “As birds flying, so will the Lord of Hosts defend Jerusalem (You and Me) defending also He will deliver it; passing over He will preserve it.” With God, the battle is already fought and the victory already won.

The names of God describe His awesome character; His great love for us; and His willingness to act on our behalf. We only need to know Him and understand that in our time of worship or need, we can simply “call Him by His name” and He will respond or be right there.

WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wc :: 6:00 PM

smile wanchien, SMILE ohmygosh.

okay i shall pray THE prayer of power that has only THREE words: God, help me.

go away you sickening emo bug. I SHALL TRAMPLE ALL OVER YOU I TELL YOU.

away!! and be gone, oh ye of 3-bromo-4-chloro-N-methyl-N-propyl-pheylaminedonutmiaowecktchickennutbeef origin!!

"HAAAA-YAA!!!"

and off goes ITS miserable little buggy head!!

ho-hum.

oh such sweetness.

okay off i go to regain my sanity ha.

wc :: 1:00 AM

yay so today's my birthday and it really was nice to wake up to birthday greetings on the phone, on top of the two from xiongwei and zhiyong last night. butbutbut after reading the first four i WENT BACK TO SLEEP. hahah. hmm...so today i'm officially 18, which, according to dingyi, gives me the legal right to buy beer and booze for him and according to audreychonggy makes it legal for me to marry. HA marry indeed, when i'm like an old maid ohmygosh!! that's super sad. had a terrific celebration yesterday, think it was God's way of making up for a rather empty today, save for the last three hours before it's not my birthday anymore.

i was officially awake at 1030 thereabout and dallied my time till 12. then i thought i'd spend my birthday with God, since there was no one at home. and it was funny how so many birthday smses came rolling in but none came from my dad. at all. my bro told me he left me some money on my desk to get myself a good meal but he didn't wish me happy birthday so i had to ask for it. mom's in hongkong. so i went to pray and i felt reallyreallyreally happy. God just filled my heart with song and joy and i was swimming in God's lovely presence. it was indescribably great. yeah that lasted the rest of the day till around 5pm, which i spent couching and stoning. on my birthday. by the time my dad got back i got so sick of this birthday. seriously. and it started welling up inside of me how much it sucked to have like so many friends screaming birthday greetings when my own family kinda thought it was just another one of 365 days in the year 2008. so there. the birthday smses kept coming in though, and they truly made things a whole lot better. BUT then my bro came back and ha it was the time of my extreme unhappiness so i didn't wanna talk at all, lest i end up shouting at everyone. he said i was putting up an attitude.
it has been sorta a family tradition to go out for dinner on someone's birthday and since mom's outta town we agreed on tomorrow. so my bro was shouting about the 'stinking attitude' i had when we had already agreed on dinner tomorrow with my mother. and there he was ranting away. yeah. don't talk=attitude. wow. great definition.
it's not about the dinner. not at all. and he doesn't see it. my dad doesn't see it. they both don't see it.
anyway i couldn't stand it at home anymore so i went out. for some air. for some life. and there was friendly company. (psst...thanks man.) and thank God for that. had a starbucks drink to cheer myself up but it was way too sweet. yuck. okay. oh and tim CALLED to wish me happy birthday on my way to starbucks. that was mighty timely. so needed it then. yay thank you. thank God for you.

okay i'm tired of emo-ing. it's disgusting.

i need to go find my physics notes.
and smell them at least.
yeah. and i need to pray.

i shall not emo.

thank you all for flooding me with so much love in those smses!! LOVE YALL LIKE CRAZY!! YALL ROCK!! thank God for all of you!! <33!!

wc :: 10:50 PM

whoa today was seriously AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! (not counting the math paper, that is) we had class lunch today at btp and i very reluctantly joined the class cus i thought i could use some sleep-catch-up. besides, i was sick and they were going to kfc hahah. but heck, thank God i went! i couldn't stand the temptation of the crispy, juicy, succulent and oh-so-finger-lickin' good pokpokgeh!!! kfc's pokpokgeh's the best man!! after that we went shopping at ntuc and bought apple crumble to share AT FIRST. then we walked and walked and walked and finally decided to pay for our stuff, wenqing and i had the marigold jelly but quite frankly i was waiting for the apple crumble hahah. but it was with shinq who was nowhere to be found for quite some time and when i finally saw it with zhanyi i asked to have it. he kept saying later. then i was quite sian. so i noticed this other box that i thought contained donuts that maybe maybe i could nip some but smart zhanyi kept saying later and i was wondering why i couldn't have the food hmmph. so i went to buy herbal tea, lagged around the piano shop and pet shop with the rest before kaimeng finally decided we should go to level 3 and go back to school. so we got in the lift and josiah started taking random videos. random, or so i thought. the lift door opened at level 3 and there was weiting and shinq with a big smile and an oreo cheesecake with the happy birthday sign on it!!! they walked into the lift and the song started and whoa i nearly cried, nearly nearly nearly but i didn't HA. ohmygosh it was the SWEETEST THING EVER. somehow i can't put the swelled emotions into words but it just hit the heart, i mean, like there's this funny tugging of the heartstrings or something. i don't know how to describe it...hmm i shall leave it at this then. THANK YOU 6G!! YALL ROCK AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU MAN!!! haiya but we didn't take a group photo there and then cus we took the lift to the carpark level and got chased by the security guard SIAN. hmmph annoying security guard. caused my precious, sacred moment of unspeakable, indescribable and wonderfully delightful surprise and joy to slip away just like that without so much(little, rather) as ONE picture to keep the memories alive and for me to show the world how blessed i am to have classmates such as these. GRRRR SECURITY GUARDDDDDDD.
oh ya did yall buy oreo cheesecake cus i asked some of you to buy and share?? HAHAH. THANKYOUXIEXIETERIMAKASIHGAMXIA everyone!!! it was easily and truly the greatest birthday surprise i've had in all my 17/18 years of life!! i didn't even anticipate or suspect anything when zhanyi said 'later later' cus all i wanted was something to keep my mouth busy hahah. you don't know how much this means man. you guys totally made my day( or dayS, rather, cus i'll store this memory in my not-so-big brain for as long as i can)!! 6G is THE LOVE man!!!!
oh and special thanks to weiting for that super sweet and ROMANTIC idea of waiting with the cake outside the lift, and to shinq and whoever remembered my birthday!! YAY I AM CRAZY HAPPY!!! i'm so happy i wouldn't even mind having a two hour lecture/tutorial with E.C follwed by _ _ _ _ _ la!! seriously!! HAHAHAHH.

OH then after that i went to j8 with jo and our beloved promiscuous girl(PG) and noticed a group of sn girls taking pics with oranges stuffed in their mouths hahah! jo cleverly observed that they were advertising or whatever for sunkist oranges and they get free juice and what-nots for just taking random pics SOSOSOOOO...WE WENT TOO!! hahah we purposely walked past those people with the sunkist tags and they simply approached us HAHAH. and asked if we'd like "free oranges just for taking pictures", of course, we gladly obliged!! and i think we were only supposed to take a slice each but heck when jo took his second slice, claiming to have "accidentally eaten" it the girl was like, " right...nice joke". hahahha i finished mine up and told her i ate it on purpose and took more!! they were super sweet and juicy and fresh and yummy!!! sunkist oranges rock!!!!! hahahah i shall post the pics once i get them from jo and meanwhile if anyone sees those retarded pics of us crunching on orange peels ohmygosh PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE let us know k!!!!!

now on to blocks. HAHAHA. blocks one is a JOKE i tell you. a complete joke. i laughed to myself at every paper since monday, laughing the hardest just now during math. laughing at the total ludicruity and absurdity of it all!! even einstein found chem to be of chem O standard!! but still i wanna thank God for having been so close to me this block test period - i was not only unprepared, i felt so relaxed even when i knew i was unprepared hahah. and i was shockingly at peace with myself all throughout! i've never felt this way before!! this is simply amazing HAHAH! everyone knows i'm easily stressed out by studies but this time it's a complete flip! and i didn't panic much when i had zero inspiration for gp, when i had only one paragraph for AQ when the invigilator said 'pens down', nor did i throw myself into a fluster when my script for econs was a set of black mess over paper whose content had nothing to do with econs at all(i seriously didn't know what to write!), or sink into depression after the killer chem paper that i left with at least 30 marks undone and most importantly i didn't feel painfully sorrowful when i stepped out of the room with the total marks of questions i ATTEMPTED for math not even sufficient for a pass HAHAH. but man it felt good. it felt GREAT actually, knowing that God is with me and in me to provide that unseen support, comfort and peace. this is the first examination i'm truly sitting for with God. this is also the first examination for which i'm gonna ACE, not for the subjects of course!!( hahah hope i don't get more than 2 U's) but in putting my faith and trust in God. yeah!!

okayy i shall continue thinking about how God has blessed me so abundantly with my wonderful class and keep grinning to myself HAHAH!! yay! rocks!! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

wc :: 7:02 PM

i've learnt that if you're spiritually dry, the best way to replenish that living water is to do more work for God, like bless His people or something. but i discovered yesterday that an even better way to be filled again, to bring back that thirst for God, is to give thanks. this echoes last week's sermon - give thanks to God in all circumstances, good or bad, high on faith or not...two or three days ago i was led to Psalms 136. i can't even begin to describe or explain how true those words are, they truly speak volumes.

Psalm 136

1O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever.
2O give thanks unto the God of gods: for his mercy endureth for ever.
3O give thanks to the Lord of lords: for his mercy endureth for ever.
4To him who alone doeth great wonders: for his mercy endureth for ever.
5To him that by wisdom made the heavens: for his mercy endureth for ever.
6To him that stretched out the earth above the waters: for his mercy endureth for ever.
7To him that made great lights: for his mercy endureth for ever:
8The sun to rule by day: for his mercy endureth for ever:
9The moon and stars to rule by night: for his mercy endureth for ever.
10To him that smote Egypt in their firstborn: for his mercy endureth for ever:
11And brought out Israel from among them: for his mercy endureth for ever:
12With a strong hand, and with a stretched out arm: for his mercy endureth for ever.
13To him which divided the Red sea into parts: for his mercy endureth for ever:
14And made Israel to pass through the midst of it: for his mercy endureth for ever:
15But overthrew Pharaoh and his host in the Red sea: for his mercy endureth for ever.
16To him which led his people through the wilderness: for his mercy endureth for ever.
17To him which smote great kings: for his mercy endureth for ever:
18And slew famous kings: for his mercy endureth for ever:
19Sihon king of the Amorites: for his mercy endureth for ever:
20And Og the king of Bashan: for his mercy endureth for ever:
21And gave their land for an heritage: for his mercy endureth for ever:
22Even an heritage unto Israel his servant: for his mercy endureth for ever.
23Who remembered us in our low estate: for his mercy endureth for ever:
24And hath redeemed us from our enemies: for his mercy endureth for ever.
25Who giveth food to all flesh: for his mercy endureth for ever.
26O give thanks unto the God of heaven: for his mercy endureth for ever.

i'd like to share xiangyu's words of wisdom here as well, they ministered to me exceedingly well and are proof that God's Word, the Word of truth, sets us free. His Word is also the most effective and powerful weapon against the enemy's deceit. i quote:

"God will never shortchange you."

wc :: 9:05 AM

God just pwned devil's head for 20938416298354125781-357`87234625-19348750`289518972560913456 gold!!

the faith factor: living by FAITH, not by sight.

“Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires.”- 2 Peter 1:4

i will be more than fine:) for His love endures forever and this love will see me SOAR.

wc :: 10:07 PM

THANK YOU JASON FOR SAVING MY POOR DARLING BLOGGY OHMYGOSH YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO YOU! i shall issue you a plaque of honour with your name, deed and date inscribed on it as a token of my deepest appreciation for your timely aid. you ROCKROCKROCK!!

DAMIAN YOU NOW HAVE THREE OPTIONS:
A) ENTER THE GAS CHAMBER WITH FRIENDLY ASSISTANCE FROM MY MEN IN BLACK
B) CHINESE DISMEMBERMENT BY HORSES IN MY BACKYARD
C) KILL YOURSELF IN A SUITABLY DIGNIFIED MANNER

last words to you: DIE IN PEACE (though i highly doubt the possibility of that coming true)

okay fine the damian part sounded really bad but i can't apologize since i'm not(nor will i ever be) sincerely sorry so i shall apologise to all my friends - i'm not usually like this ya know! HA.

anyway for those who don't know why i'm issuing this death note to damian, it's cus he fired 16 weapons of mass destruction at my darling bloggy by plastering _____'s face (please ask me personally) over my bloggy! i was MORTALLY HORRIFIED, BRUTALLY SHOCKED BEYOND WORDS AND PAINFULLY TRAUMATISED by the nauseating trash he threw in my face. OHMYGOSH. i think tingjun nearly fell off her chair and kicked herself to keep the screams of terror in when i told her to have a look at mutated, mutilated and mortified darling bloggy. sorry tingjun, i shouldn't have put you to the torture. for those who haven't seen it, the lot of you are blessed beyond words. seriously. at this point i'd like to quote jason: "funny, didn't think it was possible to make a worse looking _____" (or something like that) apologies for the misquotation but there's the point, jason summed it all up in one short, sweet sentence.

jason, thank you once again!
damian, if you find yourself being tailed by two dark men in black with heavy gold accessories and shiny polished boots, you'd best watch your back.

gosh i am just so kind at times.
why do i even bother warning people about the unavoidable.

wc :: 6:41 PM

"How Can I Keep From Singing"

There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring
And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling

How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives
And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne

service and worship today was so powerful. i'm sure God spoke personally into the hearts of others as He has to me. flooded with His spirit:) thank You Lord. i will look to You all of my days and i will follow You always Lord.

i know i am loved by the King, and it makes my heart wanna sing!

the joyful spirit!!:)))

OH and ben, don't be sad! go pray! i'll bet God has something in store for you! He loves you and so do all of us! smile!!:))

wc :: 10:08 PM

what a week this has been! i shall uh, 'begin' by recounting the happenings over the week backwards from today(or yesterday since it's past 12 now)! there was the release of A level results!! well the average hc smartypants like guirong, weixin, tracy, fungmin and like half of 06s6g and a whole lot scored straight As like nobody's business! and guirong! he aced physics when the cohort average for physics was so bad its stats wasn't even announced over the PA system!! CRAZY. oh and congrats to mingyi, damian. zhanyi, wenqing and liuhao on acing H1 chinese!!! GOOD JOB GUYS!!
then there was prayer meet!! it's truly encouraging to see so many other like-minded people around in school-people sincere in seeking God, loving Him and serving Him. somehow this community of God always helps to keep your spiritual fervour up when you're dry:)

YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME. DR ROSS ROCKS. since last year i'd been badgering him for the hc teddy that only the cts of c2 classes of 2007 and the graduating batch were entitled to. he was neither so he had none. i told him to rob/steal/whatever just pleasepleaseplease get me the bear!! from then till yesterday he'd say, "still working on it!" each time i meet him along the corridor or something. then yesterday, YESTERDAY(i mean thursday) he smsed mingyi and told danni whom he met along the corridor to get me to collect the teddy from him!! i was dumbfounded, totally stunned. i didn't really expect him to be able to obtain one and come on, which teacher you know of this life has been good and kind enough to keep such promises! it wasn't even a promise anyway! so i went to his desk and there he gave me a second teddy on top of the hc one, he said that he brought one from home in place of the hc teddy he didn't think he could get for me so i had TWO teddys!!!!!!! like double stunned!! speechless! thank God for dr ross! this tremendous blessing completely neutralised my not-exactly-pleasant day!

WEDNESDAY. wednesday wasn't too good heh. i was walking with mingyi and andrea to co room past the tennis courts. i saw this tennis ball rolling to my feet so i picked it up with my less-than-two-weeks-old cellphone in hand and yes. you guessed right. i threw the ball to the guy. three seconds after the ball was projected my cellphone did a projectile dive for the concrete/cement floor. ohmygosh. i picked up my poor darling. it was chipped at the edge. not just scratched or cracked but CHIPPED. CHIPPED. *cries* and all the tennis guys were laughing themselves silly. one even said, "omg that was damn retarded!" right. thanks. a lot.
i was so devastated i went to co room and ATE. yes i pigged. on egg rolls, multigrain, some crappy cheese snack and other trash. oh God i so need help in depression management.

since the start of this week God has put a question in my heart and i was rather troubled the next few days because i just couldn't find an answer. hahah but God is faithful! He gave me the answer! yeah its answering His own question i know but He's really taught me a lot as i prayed and asked! i have some work to do in this! [bear fruit! fruit of the spirit!]
OH reminds me!! i had my most INTERESTING qt with kelly on thursday!! we met outside lt5 thinking we'd read the bible a bit before praying but the lights weren't turned on so we went to the benches outside wushu room but the wushu people were there so we couldn't do qt in the only place with light around that area. so brilliant kelly cleverly thought that "we go toilet and read bible la! you one cubicle i one cubicle!" so we ended up sitting on the toilet bowl reading our bibles! surprisingly i learnt something in that condition!! yay goes to show how powerful God is!!
i love kelly! hahahhaha

oops just remembered another 'unforgettable' incident on wednesday hahahah. it was ct period and we were asked to fill up this form listing 3 strengths and weaknesses of yourself and a classmate. halfway through it liuhao piped, "orhhh!!! i know what wanchien's is! strength:physical. weakness:intellectual." HA. HA. thanks ah skinny chick. hahahhahah but it really was quite funny!! then there was the bantering couple of our class: lingyan and zhanyi. lingyan said that zhanyi's weakness was him being 'promiscuous'. everyone in the lt laughed their lungs out! even the cts did! and the best ending to this:
lingyan: huh! you don't know what it means?? HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH ZHANYI DOESNT KNOW WHAT PROMISCUOUS MEANS!!!!!!
zhanyi:*blushes terribly and buries his head in his hands on the desk and gives that feeble smile*
everyone else:HAHAHHAOHOHOHOHOHOHOHAHHAHAHAHAHHA(and the laughter continues for the next 5 mins)

OHOH and i went to witness calean's water bap with a few others from cg!! whoa its was truly an eyeopener, considering it was my first time ever to witness water bap. it was COOL. i took home a lot too, it kinda made me reflect a bit on my walk with God thus far.

TODAY. okayy here's the promised JUICY UPDATES ON DAMIAN'S INFATUATION WITH MINGYI. to mingyi: i'm sincerely sorry but you gotta believe me, you're not my target, it's damian. he issued me this weapon of mass destruction online. his fault. go kill him. to damian: this is totally for you. HA.
damian's facial muscles aren't activated by the ______(the biological term that means brain-controlled) neurones, they're activated by the sensory neurones. cus they react the minute the optical nerves catch sight of mingyi then *click* the cheeks automatically lift and form a smile. see, sensory neurones at work! this is why he's always smiling when mingyi 'happens' to be in his vicinity.
damian says he loves physics. i think he's lying. he doesn't smile at physics all the time.
damian is attempting to level up in niao-ing. he wants to be on the ready to jump to THEIR defence whenever lingyan/km/me/anybody else for that matter, niaos him about his preoccupation of mind.*winks*
p.s. mingyi don't be angry! i'm only out to get damian! hahhaahh

YAY it's officially saturday!!! saturday=service=joy in the house of the Lord=LOVE!!!

thank You God for walking me through this week, especially those few particular days when things haven't come at me at their best! couldn't have done it without You Lord!!

wc :: 11:59 PM

Why should I feel discouraged,
why should the shadows come,
Why should my heart be lonely,
and long for heaven and home,
When Jesus is my portion?
My constant friend is He:
His eye is on the sparrow,
and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow,
and I know He watches me.

I sing because I’m happy,
I sing because I’m free,
For His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He watches me.

"Let not your heart be troubled,"
His tender word I hear,
And resting on His goodness,
I lose my doubts and fears;
Though by the path He leadeth,
but one step I may see;
His eye is on the sparrow,
and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow,
and I know He watches me.

Whenever I am tempted,
whenever clouds arise,
When songs give place to sighing,
when hope within me dies,
I draw the closer to Him,
from care He sets me free;
His eye is on the sparrow,
and I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow,
and I know He watches me.

thank you tracy!

wc :: 12:54 AM

whew...just got back from my cousin's 21st birthday celebration! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN!!! love you truckloads man!! I AM SO STUFFED. REALLY. i apologise to all those who got there later than me, i simply loved the rendang chicken, fried crab claws, fried prawn thingy, chicken salad, more fried stuff, dessert and ohmygosh DURIAN!!!!!!!!! DURIAN IS LOVE MAN I TELL YA! havent had any in donkey years!! hahaha i seriously just "helped myself" (generously) to the food there! oh but i felt genuinely remorseful and guilty after my cousin's friends were still arriving two hours after i filled my stomach...and i'm reallyreallyreally full. really. i'm so full i could burst. yici once said that my stomach's a bottomless pit well now i'm telling her my stomach DOES have a bottom!! EUREKA!! oh then there was my cousin's little puppy that was constantly chasing its own tail. funny. why are dogs so fond of doing that? einstein enlighten me! this is such an interesting phenomenon...

oh and i think it's absolutely amazing how God places people in our lives to bless us, help us and brighten our days simply! i can name so many such people at once and still figure more to come! yay smileysmiley thank You God!! :))))))

wc :: 12:38 AM

wan chien!
20 mar 1990!
punggol primary school
chij st Nicholas girls’s school
hwa chong institution
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